When the Beginning Feels Like a Battle
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Learning to Trust the Author When the Pages Feel Messy
I wish I could say my new year is starting with calm mornings, tidy faith, and children who always said “please” and “thank you.”
Not even close.
This new year (maybe every new year?) is more like Genesis 3 than Genesis 1. Looking back on last year, there are choices I regretted, consequences I didn’t expect, and a heart that sometimes feels broken beyond repair.
Yet, I find hope for the coming year when I look back.
There were days, when I was seventeen and pregnant, when I sad on the edge of my bed—Bible open, tears falling—whispering, “Lord, did I ruin the story You were trying to write?”
Maybe you’ve wondered that too.
The good news is that God has done amazing things with that seventeen-year-old teen mom, and I have a feeling He’s not done yet … with either of us.
Wanting Genesis 1… Living Genesis 3
I love Genesis 1. The simplicity calms me: “In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth.” (Genesis 1:1 NLT)
The Spirit of God hovers. God speaks. Light appears. He calls it good. It’s ordered. Beautiful. Whole. That’s the beginning I want … always.
But Scripture turns quickly. Just a couple of chapters later, we’re staring into a scene that feels very familiar to my heart: “The serpent was the shrewdest of all the wild animals the Lord God had made…” (Genesis 3:1 NLT)
There’s a question. There’s a twist of God’s words. And finally, a suggestion that maybe God is holding out on the real good stuff.
I see Eve, standing in a garden bursting with God’s generosity, fixating on the one “no.” I’ve done that—ignoring all the yeses God has poured into my life while obsessing over a door He has lovingly closed.
I’ve been Eve. Maybe you have too.
When God’s Boundaries Feel Like a Cage
There have been seasons when God’s “no” in my life felt like a slammed door:
- “No” to a relationship that I just knew would make everything better.
- “No” to an opportunity I thought I needed.
- “No” to living life on my own terms without consequences.
In those moments, God’s boundaries felt less like protection and more like a cage.
But the more I’ve sat with Genesis, the more I’ve realized: the first commands of God were given in the context of abundance and relationship, not scarcity and punishment.
Or as my friend Max so vividly put it: “Rejection is protection.” Those words have stuck with me ever since he shared them as we were squished in a shared cab with our mutual friend Margaret. I like that.
God has abundantly provided for our good. He’s also rejected to give us all we desire …. for our own protection.
God’s “You may freely eat…” came before His “You must not…” (Genesis 2:16–17). He gave freedom with one loving boundary.
The serpent didn’t start by telling Eve, “God is evil.” He started with, “Did God really say…?” (Genesis 3:1 NLT).
The enemy still loves that strategy. If he can’t make us atheists, he’ll just make us suspicious.
Suspicious of God’s heart.
Suspicious of His timing.
Suspicious of His boundaries.
The Lie Behind So Many of Our Messes
If I trace back many of my hardest seasons, I can usually find a version of this subtle lie:
“God is not as kind as He says He is. I’d better take over.”
So I grab the pen and start trying to write my own story. I rush past God’s “wait.” I redefine His “no.” I explain away His Word.
And then, when the fallout comes, I’m tempted to think, “See? The story is ruined now.”
But that’s not how our God works.
Lysa TerKeurst says, “God is good. God is good to me. God is good at being God.”
I don’t just need to believe that in theory. I need to remember it in the middle of my mess—when I am standing in the consequences of my own choices, when I feel more like Eve than Esther, more like the prodigal than the Proverbs 31 woman.
The Author Who Refuses to Walk Away
Here’s the hope tucked even into the sorrow of Genesis:
God does not storm out of the story.
Even after the fruit is eaten and shame crashes in, God still comes walking in the garden, calling to His people (Genesis 3:8–9).
He clothes them. He speaks the truth about sin, but He also speaks a future promise of a Savior who will crush the serpent’s head (Genesis 3:15).
From the very beginning, God was already planning redemption.
And that isn’t just a theological idea—it’s deeply personal:
“But God showed his great love for us by sending Christ to die for us while we were still sinners.” (Romans 5:8 NLT)
While we were still sinners. Not once we had cleaned up. Not once we had figured it all out. While we were in our own Genesis 3 chaos… Jesus stepped in.
What This Means for Your Story Today
If I could sit across from you at my kitchen table today, coffee mugs between us, here’s what I’d gently say:
Your beginning doesn’t disqualify you from God’s faithfulness. Maybe your “beginning” was a broken relationship, an unexpected pregnancy, a divorce, an addiction, a secret struggle you’re terrified to say out loud.
Maybe your “beginning” as a mom looked nothing like what you imagined. You raise your voice more than you want to. Your Bible gathers dust some days because you’re just so tired.
Genesis 3 tells us the truth: yes, sin is real, and our choices matter. But the rest of Scripture tells us another unshakeable truth: God never abandoned the story. He never abandoned His people. And in Christ, He will not abandon you either.
Uncomplicating the Struggle: Three Simple Shifts
When my heart feels tangled, I’ve found it helps to come back to a few simple shifts:
1. From “God is holding out on me” to “God is guarding what I can’t see yet.”
- When I’m tempted to believe God’s boundary is cruel, I ask myself:
- What if God is actually guarding my future, my children, or my soul from something I can’t yet understand?
- He sees beyond the trees. I only see what’s right in front of me.
2. From “I ruined everything” to “God specializes in ‘still.’”
- That’s my favorite word in Romans 5:8—still.
- “…Christ came at just the right time and died for us sinners… But God showed his great love for us by sending Christ to die for us while we were still sinners.” (Romans 5:6, 8 NLT, emphasis added)
- God’s love is not shocked by where you are right now. He factored in your failures before you were even born—and sent a Savior anyway.
3. From “I have to fix this” to “I can trust the One holding the pen.”
- You and I are not the authors.
- We are deeply loved characters in a story God is writing for His glory and our ultimate good.
Lysa puts it this way in her book, It’s Not Supposed to Be This Way:
“To trust God is to trust His timing. To trust God is to trust His way. God loves me too much to answer my prayers at any other time than the right time and in any other way than the right way. In the quietness of all that doesn’t feel right, this truth does.
Lysa TerKeurst
I don’t have to control every outcome.
I don’t have to rush ahead of God.
I don’t have to clean up the mess alone.
I can sit in the middle pages of my life and say, “Lord, I surrender the pen again. Write what I could never write on my own.”
Heart to Heart
Even though we can’t sit over coffee, can I speak directly to your daily, ordinary moments?
To the mom who read Genesis 1 with her kids this morning and then snapped at them over math an hour later…
To the woman who loves Jesus but still battles shame from choices made years ago…
To the grandma praying for a prodigal who seems stuck in their own Genesis 3…
God sees the whole story.
- He saw the garden.
- He saw the fall.
- He saw the cross.
- He sees the day when all things will be made new.
And somehow, in a way I’ll never fully understand this side of heaven, He is able to weave even our worst chapters into a story of grace.
A Heart-Happy Reflection
Journal Prompt:
Where in your life are you currently resisting God’s authority because you’re afraid His “no” means He isn’t good?
Write down one boundary God has clearly set in His Word—about relationships, honesty, forgiveness, sexuality, or stewardship. Then ask Him:
“Lord, show me the love behind this boundary. Help me see what You are protecting, not just what You are prohibiting.”
Let that conversation with Him be honest. He can handle your questions, your frustration, and your tears.
A Prayer for When the Beginning Feels Broken
Jesus,
I confess that so often I want to write my own story.
I see Your boundaries and assume You’re holding out on me.
I listen to the whispers of the enemy more than the truth of Your Word.Today, I bring You the parts of my beginning that feel ruined—
the choices I regret, the patterns I can’t seem to break,
the places where I feel like Eve, hiding in shame.Thank You that You did not walk away from humanity in Genesis 3.
Thank You that You came looking, calling, covering, and promising redemption.
Thank You that while I was still a sinner, You died for me.Teach me to trust that You are good,
that You are good to me,
and that You are very good at being God.I surrender the pen again today.
Write something beautiful from these messy pages.
In Your name, Jesus, amen.
With you in the middle pages,
Tricia 🩵
A Simple Way to Begin (or Begin Again): The One Year Bible for Women
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- It includes encouragement written specifically for women walking through real-life seasons.
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Even if you just “don’t have time”…
Even if your faith feels dry or distant right now…
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You Don’t Have to Walk Blindly
God isn’t asking you to map your own path. He isn’t waiting for you to “have it all together.” He simply invites you to walk with Him, step by step, through the pages of His Word. And I promise—because I’ve lived it.
When you open your Bible, you begin to discover your purpose. When you understand Scripture, you learn to recognize His voice. When you walk it out, your life becomes a story only God could write.
A Simple Way to Begin 2026 with God
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Weekly readings for the Daily Bible Podcast with Tricia and Michelle
January 5
Genesis 15-17
A Lasting Relationship
In today’s reading, we explore Genesis 15-17, pivotal chapters that reveal God’s intimate and personal relationship with humanity. Through these stories, we see promises, struggles, and faith, all pointing to the profound ways God engages with His people.
Genesis 15: A Covenant of Promise
Abram’s journey takes a momentous turn when God promises him descendants as numerous as the stars. In a beautiful declaration of faith, “Abram believed the Lord, and the Lord counted him as righteous because of his faith” (Genesis 15:6). God seals this promise through a covenant, symbolizing His unwavering commitment. Notably, only God passes between the sacrificial pieces, signifying that He alone bears the responsibility for fulfilling the covenant.
Genesis 16: Struggles and the God Who Sees
Sarai’s barrenness leads her to suggest that Abram father a child with Hagar, her servant. This decision creates tension, resulting in Hagar fleeing into the wilderness. Yet, God meets Hagar in her distress, and she acknowledges Him as “the God who sees me” (Genesis 16:13). Through this interaction, we see God’s compassion and care for even the marginalized.
Genesis 17: A New Name, A Renewed Promise
At 99 years old, Abram encounters God as El Shaddai, God Almighty. This meeting reaffirms God’s covenant and brings transformative changes: Abram becomes Abraham, “father of many,” and Sarai becomes Sarah, “princess.” God establishes circumcision as a covenant sign and promises a son through Sarah, naming him Isaac, the child of promise.
Reflections on God’s Personal Relationship with His People
These chapters remind us that God desires a personal, deep relationship with us. He meets us in our faith, our struggles, and even our doubts, offering promises of hope and redemption.
Word of the Day: Relationship
Definition: A connection, association, or involvement between individuals or entities.
These chapters showcase God’s yearning for a relationship with humanity. From His covenant with Abram to His compassionate encounter with Hagar, God’s actions demonstrate a profound commitment to connect with His creation.
January 6
Genesis 18–21
Faithfulness in the Unfolding of God’s Promises
In today’s journey, we witness the mingling of divine promise and human frailty, culminating in the birth of Isaac, a long-awaited fulfillment of God’s word.
Genesis 18: The Promise and the Plea
The narrative begins with an extraordinary visit to Abraham and Sarah’s tent. Three men, one of whom is recognized as God, bring a message that defies belief: Sarah, well beyond childbearing age, will bear a child. Sarah’s laughter, a mix of disbelief and fear, echoes our doubts in the face of the improbable. Yet, is anything too hard for God? Abraham’s earnest plea for Sodom reveals his compassionate heart, negotiating for the city’s salvation, albeit in vain.
Genesis 19: The Fall of Sodom and Gomorrah
The destruction of Sodom and Gomorrah is a grim reminder of the consequences of unchecked wickedness. Lot’s moral choices within the city paint a dark picture of human nature. The narrative takes a distressing turn when Lot’s daughters’ actions lead to the origins of the Moabites and Ammonites, who later become enemies of God’s people.
Genesis 20: Abraham’s Fear and God’s Sovereignty
As Abraham and Sarah move again, Abraham’s fear leads him to repeat a past mistake, claiming Sarah as his sister. King Abimelech’s near-misstep, prevented by God’s intervention, shows how divine sovereignty often waylays human decisions.
Genesis 21: The Fulfillment of God’s Promise
Finally, the promise is fulfilled with Isaac’s birth. Sarah’s joyous laughter replaces her earlier skepticism, marking a moment of divine faithfulness and human transformation.
Word of the Day: Faithfulness
Definition: Steadfast loyalty and trustworthiness in fulfilling promises and commitments.
God’s faithfulness is like a relentless pursuit, a love that never gives up. From Adam and Eve to Abraham, we see His loyalty and provision. Abraham’s story, in particular, reflects this faithfulness: God’s assurance of countless descendants and His choice of Abraham for his potential to lead his family in righteousness.
Seek God in Doubt: When doubts arise, remember that nothing is too hard for the Lord. Lean into His Word for reassurance.
Trust God’s Timing: Like Abraham and Sarah, trust that God’s promises will be fulfilled in His perfect timing, even when circumstances seem impossible.
Rely on God’s Faithfulness: Recognize that God’s plans for you are not contingent on your perfection but on His steadfast love and mercy.
January 7
Genesis 21:8-34, 22-24, 11:32
A Tapestry of Faith, Trials, and Divine Provision
In today’s journey, we witness the profound interplay of human emotion, divine intervention, and God’s providence in the lives of Abraham, Sarah, Hagar, Isaac, and Ishmael. These narratives showcase God’s faithfulness amidst trials and His provision at critical moments.
Genesis 21:8-34
A family at a crossroads. Sarah’s concern about Ishmael’s influence on Isaac leads to the difficult decision to send Hagar and Ishmael away. In the wilderness, Hagar reaches the brink of despair, but God intervenes, providing a well of water and renewing His promise to Ishmael.
Genesis 22
Abraham faces the ultimate test of faith when God commands him to sacrifice Isaac. His unwavering trust is evident in his assurance to Isaac: “God will provide a sheep for the burnt offering.” At the crucial moment, God provides a ram, reaffirming His faithfulness and Abraham’s trust.
Genesis 23
Sarah’s passing marks a somber chapter, but Abraham’s negotiation for a burial site reflects his ongoing faith in God’s promise of the land for his descendants.
Genesis 11:32
The mention of Terah’s death ties the narrative back to the start of Abraham’s journey, reminding us of God’s overarching plan and promises spanning generations.
Genesis 24
As Abraham grows older, the focus shifts to Isaac’s future. Abraham’s servant embarks on a mission to find a wife for Isaac, guided by God’s providence. Rebekah’s encounter at the well highlights her faith and God’s orchestration in bringing her to Isaac.
Word of the Day: Provision
Definition: The act of supplying or making available what is needed; a measure of care or preparation in advance.
From Hagar’s well to the ram on Mount Moriah, we see God’s provision in the most desperate moments. This divine care reminds us of His readiness to supply our needs, often in ways we least expect.
Living in Light of God’s Provision
- Trust in God’s Timing: Just as Abraham assured Isaac of God’s provision, we can trust God to meet our needs at the right moment.
- Recognize Divine Orchestration: From Rebekah’s encounter at the well to the ram provided for Abraham, God’s hand guides the details of our lives.
- Rest in God’s Care: Even in the wilderness of despair, as Hagar experienced, God sees and responds to our cries.
- Walk in Faithfulness: Abraham’s willingness to follow God’s command, even when it seemed incomprehensible, is a powerful example of faith in action.
God’s provision reminds us that His care is unwavering and sufficient, guiding us through every trial and triumph.
January 8
Genesis 25, 1 Chronicles 1:28-34
The Legacy We Leave
As we delve into today’s readings, we encounter the intricate dynamics of Abraham’s family and witness God’s promises unfolding through generations. These stories reveal His faithfulness amidst human flaws and invite us to reflect on the legacy we are building.
Genesis 25: Abraham’s Expanding Lineage
After Sarah’s passing, Abraham fathered six sons with Keturah, but Isaac remained the heir of God’s covenant promise. Ishmael’s twelve descendants became chieftains, fulfilling God’s promise yet living in ongoing tension with their kin.
This lineage underscores the broad scope of God’s promise in Genesis 12:7, where Abraham’s descendants begin to emerge as nations through Sarah, Hagar, and Keturah.
Isaac and Rebekah: Mirroring Faith and Trials
Isaac’s story mirrors that of his parents: a barren wife and fervent prayer for a child. Rebekah’s pregnancy with twins is both an answer to prayer and the beginning of a new chapter of sibling rivalry, setting the stage for future nations and God’s redemptive plan.
Sibling Rivalry: A Recurring Theme
From Cain and Abel to Ishmael and Isaac, and now Jacob and Esau, sibling conflict weaves through the narrative. These stories highlight human frailty and the complexity of family dynamics, yet they also testify to God’s ability to work His purpose through our imperfections.
Word of the Day: Provision
Definition: The act of supplying or preparing what is needed in advance.
Through these narratives, God’s provision shines:
- For Hagar and Ishmael: Water in the wilderness and a promise for Ishmael’s future.
- For Isaac and Rebekah: A miraculous answer to prayer through the birth of twins.
- For Abraham: Continued blessings for his descendants and the fulfillment of God’s promises.
Living a Legacy of Faith and Provision
- Recognize God’s Faithfulness: Like Isaac and Rebekah, trust that God hears and answers prayers, even in prolonged seasons of waiting.
- Shape Your Legacy: Through daily actions and intentional decisions, build a legacy that honors God and blesses future generations.
- Embrace God’s Provision: Trust that God will provide for every need, even in moments of trial or conflict.
- Reflect on Relationships: Learn from the stories of sibling rivalry, seeking peace and reconciliation in your relationships.
Let these lessons from Genesis inspire us to trust in God’s provision and build a legacy that reflects His faithfulness.
January 9
Genesis 25:27-34, Genesis 26-27, Genesis 28:1-5
God’s Everlasting Goodness
In today’s reading, we delve into the complex dynamics of Isaac’s household. From sibling rivalry to divine faithfulness, the stories of Esau and Jacob remind us of the intricate interplay between human frailty and God’s unshakable goodness.
Esau and Jacob: Contrasts and Consequences
The tale begins with a striking contrast between the twins. Esau, the rugged hunter, is favored by his father, Isaac. Jacob, the thoughtful homebody, is cherished by his mother, Rebekah.
Esau’s impulsive decision to trade his birthright for a bowl of stew showcases short-sightedness, while Jacob’s cunning demonstrates the pitfalls of ambition unchecked by trust in God. These choices set the stage for a lifetime of conflict and divine intervention.
Isaac’s Faith Amid Famine
Isaac’s response to famine mirrors Abraham’s journey. Like his father, Isaac claims Rebekah as his sister, revealing a pattern of fear and self-preservation. Yet, God’s faithfulness is evident in Isaac’s prosperity, even amidst tension with Abimelech over wells.
Isaac’s story is a testament to God’s provision and blessings despite human shortcomings. His journey reminds us that God’s promises remain steadfast, even when we falter.
Deception and Divine Blessing
The narrative crescendos as Jacob, with Rebekah’s guidance, deceives Isaac to secure the firstborn’s blessing. Esau’s anger forces Jacob to flee to Uncle Laban, marking a turning point in their saga.
Through these events, God’s goodness is unmistakable. His promise to Isaac—that his descendants would be as numerous as the stars—remains a beacon of hope amidst human flaws and failures.
Word of the Day: Good
Definition: Morally excellent, virtuous, or righteous; beneficial and desirable.
God’s goodness permeates these chapters, showing His faithfulness and love even in our brokenness:
- Esau and Jacob: God works through their imperfections, guiding His plan despite human mistakes.
- Isaac’s Prosperity: Blessings abound even when fear and doubt cloud Isaac’s decisions.
- Promises Fulfilled: The covenant with Abraham continues through Isaac, showcasing God’s unwavering goodness.
Reflecting God’s Goodness in Our Lives
- Embrace God’s Promises: Remember that His faithfulness remains, even when we fall short.
- Make Thoughtful Choices: Avoid Esau’s impulsiveness or Jacob’s deceit, choosing instead to trust God’s timing.
- Model God’s Goodness: Reflect His character in your relationships, offering grace and compassion.
- Recognize Patterns: Learn from Isaac’s repetition of Abraham’s mistakes and strive to break cycles of fear and mistrust.
Let us strive to reflect God’s goodness in our choices, trusting in His plans even when life feels uncertain.
January 10
Genesis 28:6-22, Genesis 29, Genesis 30:1-24
God Remembered Rachel
Today’s reading brings us into a whirlwind of dreams, weddings, and the birth of nations, where human drama and divine intervention intertwine to shape the legacy of faith.
Esau’s Decision and Jacob’s Dream
The story begins with Esau’s decision to marry into Ishmael’s lineage, adding layers of complexity to Isaac’s family dynamics. Esau’s choices seem to defy his father’s guidance, reinforcing the tension within this storied household.
Meanwhile, Jacob, journeying to Uncle Laban, encounters God in a dream. He sees a ladder connecting heaven and earth, a powerful symbol of God’s accessibility and presence. Charles Spurgeon describes this as the “God of Bethel,” revealing that God is not distant but deeply involved in earthly matters.
Jacob’s response at Bethel is transformative. He erects a memorial pillar, names the place the “House of God,” and vows to dedicate a tenth of his blessings back to the Lord. This marks a pivotal step in Jacob’s faith journey, reflecting a growing awareness of God’s closeness and care.
Love, Deception, and the Birth of a Nation
Jacob’s story takes a romantic yet complicated turn as he falls in love with Rachel. His willingness to labor for seven years for her hand speaks to the depth of his love. Yet Laban’s deception on Jacob’s wedding night, substituting Leah for Rachel, adds a layer of irony and pain. This twist leads Jacob to work another seven years for Rachel.
Amidst this drama, the births of Jacob’s children through Leah, Rachel, and their maids establish the foundations of the twelve tribes of Israel. Leah’s story, in particular, resonates with those who feel overlooked. Despite being less favored, Leah finds recognition and love in God’s eyes through her children.
Word of the Day: Remembered
Definition: Brought to mind or given attention; noted or cared for.
God’s remembrance is a central theme in this passage:
- Hagar and Leah: Both women, often marginalized in their stories, are seen and valued by God.
- Rachel’s Prayer: “God remembered Rachel” (Genesis 30:22) underscores His perfect timing and unwavering care.
- Jacob at Bethel: Jacob’s dream reminds him—and us—that God always remembers His promises.
God’s Remembrance in Our Lives
- Trust God’s Timing: Like Rachel, know that God sees your struggles and answers in His perfect time.
- Find Value in God’s Love: Leah’s story teaches us that even when overlooked by others, we are cherished by God.
- Respond in Worship: Jacob’s memorial at Bethel inspires us to acknowledge and thank God for His presence in our lives.
- See Struggles as Opportunities: Challenges, like those faced by Jacob, Leah, and Rachel, can be the context for God’s transformative work.
This passage is a powerful reminder that God’s plans unfold perfectly, even amidst our imperfections and challenges. He remembers us, works through our lives, and weaves our stories into His greater narrative.
January 11
Genesis 30:25-43, Genesis 31
God as Our Witness
The story of Jacob continues with deep family complexities, workplace challenges, and God’s providence guiding him every step of the way. As we read through Genesis 30 and 31, we witness faith, resilience, and God’s unwavering presence amidst life’s dramas.
Jacob’s Family and Work Life
Jacob’s household is a tapestry of relationships filled with emotion and complexity. Married to Leah and Rachel and fathering children with their maids Bilhah and Zilpah, Jacob’s family dynamic reflects real-life struggles with favoritism, jealousy, and competition.
Meanwhile, Jacob’s strained work relationship with his father-in-law Laban highlights the challenges of injustice. Despite Laban’s repeated attempts to cheat Jacob out of his earnings, Jacob’s faith and clever strategies lead to prosperity, sowing jealousy among Laban’s sons.
Divine Intervention and Guidance
Amidst the tension, God speaks to Jacob, directing him to return to his homeland. This pivotal moment reinforces the theme of divine guidance and care. In a dream, God reassures Jacob that He has seen Laban’s deceit and promises protection, proving that no injustice escapes His notice.
The Departure and Its Aftermath
Jacob, his wives, children, and flocks leave secretly for Canaan, but Rachel’s theft of her father’s idols creates tension. Laban’s pursuit and dramatic confrontation with Jacob could have led to chaos, but God intervenes, warning Laban in a dream not to harm Jacob. Their eventual covenant, marked by a pile of rocks as a witness, brings peace to their relationship and concludes this chapter of Jacob’s journey.
Word of the Day: Witness
Definition: Someone who sees an event or provides evidence; a testimony to truth.
The concept of “witness” plays a central role in Jacob’s story:
- God as Witness: Jacob finds solace in knowing that God sees and acknowledges his struggles with Laban.
- Witness Pile: The stones between Jacob and Laban symbolize God’s presence as a witness to their covenant.
Lessons from Jacob’s Journey
- Trust God’s Guidance: Jacob’s obedience to God’s call to return home reminds us to listen for and trust divine direction in our own lives.
- Stand Firm in Adversity: Despite being wronged, Jacob’s persistence and faith in God lead to eventual justice and peace.
- Find Comfort in God’s Presence: Knowing that God witnesses every aspect of our lives offers reassurance in times of struggle or misunderstanding.
- Seek Peace: Like Jacob and Laban’s covenant, work toward reconciliation and peace in strained relationships.
Jacob’s journey reminds us that life’s challenges often serve as the backdrop for God’s transformative work. In our moments of feeling unseen or undervalued, we can trust that God is our ultimate witness, providing strength, justice, and hope.
